tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-62435622011-04-22T10:18:22.135+08:00Bee Bee...beeeJaimiehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09696356250113892821noreply@blogger.comBlogger751100tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6243562.post-1154195642142086712006-07-30T01:53:00.000+08:002006-07-30T01:54:02.156+08:00shocked.Jaimiehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09696356250113892821noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6243562.post-1140894367718976952006-02-26T03:05:00.000+08:002006-02-26T03:06:07.730+08:00Exhuasted...Jaimiehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09696356250113892821noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6243562.post-1136811852540866382006-01-09T21:03:00.000+08:002006-01-09T21:04:12.540+08:00A new chapter?...Or not?Jaimiehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09696356250113892821noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6243562.post-1135499884138280522005-12-25T16:36:00.000+08:002006-01-09T21:02:22.416+08:00Age does not determine your maturity...Experience does...Jaimiehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09696356250113892821noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6243562.post-1132228806274200732005-11-17T19:59:00.000+08:002005-11-17T20:00:06.286+08:00stability...Jaimiehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09696356250113892821noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6243562.post-1129819818937789142005-10-20T22:49:00.000+08:002005-10-20T22:50:18.943+08:00Searching for the many answers to things in life.Experience...Jaimiehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09696356250113892821noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6243562.post-1129122307729345462005-10-12T21:02:00.000+08:002005-10-12T21:05:07.733+08:00When there's a gain, there will be a lost.Jaimiehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09696356250113892821noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6243562.post-1128191937050592972005-10-02T02:36:00.000+08:002005-10-02T02:38:57.056+08:00Finally over.Jaimiehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09696356250113892821noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6243562.post-1125684167933533762005-09-03T01:55:00.000+08:002005-09-03T02:02:47.936+08:00My com is so driving me crazy! Problems loading the pages and NOW, cant log in to MSN!It's like a love-hate relationship with the com man. So thankful that it's around when i needed it most(providing me with information and stuff), but so fed-up with it when i need in at crucial times too!!! Esp. during project work. Although im not studying now, but i still need this at-times troublesome thingy Jaimiehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09696356250113892821noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6243562.post-1125415922971282442005-08-30T23:11:00.000+08:002005-08-30T23:43:08.266+08:00Went for dinner with nurse xt and mdm yesterday. Finally bought my pair of heels with fish's help. but regretted abit when xt say it isn't nice. Anyway, at least i got a 40% discount, so it's still worth it. Right?Met Michelle for dinner just now. A short one, and i bought myself landy's lastest album.Im spending. And probably, im trying to find a way to distress? or to vent my frustrations? To Jaimiehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09696356250113892821noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6243562.post-1125161053387567992005-08-28T00:39:00.000+08:002005-08-28T00:44:13.396+08:00All it takes is just 1 day.The routine is broken.Probably, it's the right choice.Went through a terrible time. Thinking, and feeling weird. For something seems wrong.But glad that time was well-spent. Catching up with friends, and experiencing different things.Go-karting, driving, punggol, shopping, rock band, raffles-marina.Fun week i can say. But hate it when i sit down alone again. Jaimiehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09696356250113892821noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6243562.post-1122745469853399572005-07-31T01:33:00.000+08:002005-07-31T01:44:29.860+08:00Juz came back from a colleague's wedding dinner...It's been a long time since i last blog, here...My working hrs have changed, my lifestyle...Everyday is as tiring...not because of any strenuous activities, etc...but bcos of the long hrs of inactivity at work...I miss those days...where i can go window shopping, where i can enjoy sessions of ktv...pool...swimming...and other outdoor activities...Jaimiehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09696356250113892821noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6243562.post-1118849220631285672005-06-15T23:12:00.000+08:002005-06-15T23:27:00.646+08:00Went 38 degrees again...Supposed to be just a dinner...but went there instead...for my dinner..weird...it's quite a good place actually...to relax...although only for that few hours...still feeling rather worried over lots of stuff...The stress is still managable for now...its been a long time, since i last felt i was stronger...Wonder how it feels to get myself really drunk...but of coz, i dun Jaimiehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09696356250113892821noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6243562.post-1117730331575695652005-06-03T00:26:00.000+08:002005-06-03T00:38:51.580+08:00Feeling kind of worried...My rice bowl is gonna be threatened real soon...There's so much to learn...but im willing to...but there isnt much time left i guess...If the plan proceeds, eveyrbody will be affected and, i will be the worst hit.there isnt much $ left in my bank acc...and i aint closing any sale..feeling so guilty that i cannot even help out in the family...Jaimiehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09696356250113892821noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6243562.post-1117031792561831192005-05-25T22:12:00.000+08:002005-05-25T22:36:32.576+08:00have not been updating this blog...life after grad is definitely different...no more zooming to dover...strolling in for lectures for tutorials...and waiting for lunchtime..and my baos...class 05...the strong bonds with the class...missing those days...elite marketing class...bu yao lian...hahaha.....diaoz....talented bunch of classmates..haha...i'm talented too...hahaha....i can fly...haha....toJaimiehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09696356250113892821noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6243562.post-1113883071036215612005-04-19T11:45:00.000+08:002005-04-19T11:57:51.036+08:00why are human beings so complicated?...Thoughs vs feelings...the brain seems juz too far from the heart...both arent coordinating...Wat the hell am i doing?!Jaimiehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09696356250113892821noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6243562.post-1112895733669964962005-04-08T01:16:00.000+08:002005-04-08T01:42:13.670+08:00sometimes its only until when things happened, u start to realise that actually ppl around u do care...Ppl who called or sms everyday to make sure that you are fine...ppl who stayed with u thru the scary period...true friends are indeed hard to find...and i'm really so lucky...a little something, can mean...that i wasnt forgotten...that i was remembered...every little thing mean so much to me...Jaimiehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09696356250113892821noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6243562.post-1109397398801010452005-02-26T13:37:00.000+08:002005-02-26T14:01:37.986+08:00Have not been blogging for more than a month...so many stuffs...struggling to get my computer working right..trying to finish my projects before deadlines..and so on...i wonder...wat did i do in my previous life to deserve such great family and friends?...ppl who care so much...in times when i was struggling...always there to help...Yunz...Really thank you so much!...U are always there to help meJaimiehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09696356250113892821noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6243562.post-1105855065996800852005-01-16T13:43:00.000+08:002005-01-16T13:57:45.996+08:00restrictions...fate?
to let you meet somebody nice, and yet, let u find out that you can nv be together?
or to let you meet somebody u love, but, he doesn't love you as much, or not as serious as you do?
Love? Marriage?
Would you be with somebody you love, but one who is not your ideal husband?
Would you rather be with somebody whom you love more than he loves you, or somebody who loves you moreJaimiehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09696356250113892821noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6243562.post-1105028637791003392005-01-06T23:50:00.000+08:002005-01-07T00:23:57.790+08:00Been away from here for quite some time...
life is still much the same...
christmas was spent working...no double-pay...
new year eve was spent with some sec sch friends at quek chong's place for a few hours...and then at andrew's place with my poly friends...both were good gatherings..but feel kind of bad for not being able to stay for at quek chong's place longer...juz hope that somebody will Jaimiehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09696356250113892821noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6243562.post-1104338996899653942004-12-29T23:55:00.000+08:002005-01-06T23:50:35.980+08:00life is so fragile....
one moment you can be talking to this person..and the next moment he/she is gone...
sometimes...when we are too engross in our own stuff..be it work or studies...we neglect ppl we care and love around us..and when we want to show them abit of care, concern....it's too late...
ever dislike somebody because of his/her attitude?..because his/her thinking isn't like yours?...Jaimiehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09696356250113892821noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6243562.post-1104333701848489522004-12-29T22:26:00.000+08:002005-01-06T23:50:51.410+08:001 more day to a brand new year...
and i'm left with 3 and a half months to decide the path i wanna take, after all the projects and final papers...
Real estate agents, insurance agents..both min age requirement is 21 yrs and above...which means that i'll have to wait for abt 1plus plus years...meanwhile, i hope i can start learning and get some training, if possible, part-time...and of course, Jaimiehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09696356250113892821noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6243562.post-1102529964925211672004-12-09T01:03:00.000+08:002004-12-09T14:04:25.960+08:00Juz came back from hq about 1 or 2 hrs ago...helped with the packing of stuff for the camp coming this fri...these few days were spent catching-up with friends...enjoyed them...but feeling kind of moody at the same time regarding other stuff...don't wish to talk about it...
went to the temple today..felt so much better...and after that headed to the clifford centre...had a talk with my dad and Jaimiehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09696356250113892821noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6243562.post-1102142230523648902004-12-04T13:38:00.000+08:002004-12-04T14:40:09.480+08:00xt is no longer angry...hehe...be meeting her and mdm xiu xiu next week...and hopefully, we will have time to visit JW one of the weekdays...
been staying home for the past 2 days...haha...supposed to be studying, but ended up eating, watching tv, going nearby...and roller-blading with my dad and bro!!!...Really cant understand why, my dad and brother can blade so well....And, i can only roll, Jaimiehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09696356250113892821noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6243562.post-1101843716216886112004-12-01T03:26:00.000+08:002004-12-01T04:31:49.166+08:00Waiting for my hair to dry now...hai...stupid me...missed xt birthday!...i've just sent a message to her...how blur can i get?...thinking that there is 31st november?...And i guess she's really angry with me...her reply was " Go and die lar! My birthday over liao..."...i called her, but she hung up...haiz...last day of november is 30th...sadz...
k...i must admit that recently i've been really Jaimiehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09696356250113892821noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6243562.post-1101352362374437482004-11-25T11:08:00.000+08:002004-11-26T11:04:53.253+08:00finally have a chance to blog...been using on-screen keyboard for the whole week...and the keyboard prob is still there..tried plugging and unplugging the keyboard..restarted my computer...but to no avail...so i guess..that's the end...gotta try getting a new keyboard...
i've been working for some days...haha...although there seem to be enough ppl to work...not feeling well again for the past Jaimiehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09696356250113892821noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6243562.post-1100506021127592762004-11-15T15:15:00.000+08:002004-11-15T16:07:01.126+08:00Suppose to be working today, but din receive any call from tx...guess they dont need me now, cos there's a new attachment student here...so i guess i wont be able to work for the time-being...until after her itp..but who knows, she might continue working..and i'm out..haha...doesn't matter...haha...wed be meeting yl and dl to understand more about another job...i guess it's outdoor sales....hmm..Jaimiehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09696356250113892821noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6243562.post-1100259447930303882004-11-12T19:19:00.000+08:002004-11-12T19:39:19.986+08:00first week of holiday is almost over....spent most mornings in school..and the rest of the day on relaxation...entertainment...watched 2 movies this week...haha...but lucky thing was that i did not need to pay for any...i exercised!....finally...after months of nuaing...haha...and went ktv...window shopping....etc...tml might be playing pool....and sunday might be going to turf club....not to Jaimiehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09696356250113892821noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6243562.post-1099742299306505272004-11-06T19:23:00.000+08:002004-11-06T20:14:37.556+08:00Yeah!!!!...exams finally over!!!....
Last paper yesterday...after the paper, continued my project (due on mon)....haha...was fighting to keep my eyes wide open...Late evening, met up with ping for shopping...it's been weeks since i last went to town...so despite the headaches and gastric pains, i went...nothing much...as we stroll along orchard road...i guess we chatted more than shopping...none Jaimiehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09696356250113892821noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6243562.post-1098897407211098132004-10-28T01:35:00.000+08:002004-10-28T01:16:47.210+08:00feel so much more relieved...i'd finished 2 papers today and am left with 2 more next week...haha...although i don't feel confident of doing really well...but at least it's over...haha...
wahaha...have been daydreaming...and thinking so much weird stuff lately instead or studying properly...And, i am so addicted to the 9pm show...k...babes and hunks...that's the only show that keeps me so exictedJaimiehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09696356250113892821noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6243562.post-1098339030910224082004-10-21T13:53:00.000+08:002004-10-21T14:10:30.910+08:00thanks ppl...for your concern!..am really touched!...so sorry to make you ppl worry...dunno wat's wrong with myself either...i guess it's b'cos everything happened at the same period of time, that's why i cant take it..and became so negative...and i don't know...gave myself too much of a stress...and because of this, i lost quite a few things...specs, cashcard....i guess i wasn't really Jaimiehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09696356250113892821noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6243562.post-1097941584954330052004-10-16T23:20:00.000+08:002004-10-16T23:46:24.956+08:00blogging from my super laggy computer...bro connected it, and left it there...without disconneting it...guess his fed-up with the com too...
having lots of problems lately...everything...probably everything juz come in at the same time..that i couldn't breathe...that i couldn't take it...feel so useless...so weak...i'm not suppose to be like this...that's not me, like in the past...the stronger..Jaimiehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09696356250113892821noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6243562.post-1097468186194937972004-10-11T13:10:00.000+08:002004-10-11T12:16:26.193+08:00Thanks qiqi..thanks audrey..thanx wx...thanx ereen...for your concern...esp qiqi...who helped me so much in my proj...am really grateful...
Feeling so pain in my heart...don't know why...now i understand...finally...i hate feeling this way....i simply hate it....but i just cant help it...
stupidity...yes...like what tom said...since months ago...sianz...
Jaimiehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09696356250113892821noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6243562.post-1097121473608667022004-10-07T11:32:00.000+08:002004-10-07T12:35:16.976+08:00Been away from here for so long. Finally...
Just finished 1 presentation today, and i am left with 1 more tml. One more report due next mon and 1 next friday. I've survived this! I've gone through the whole thing, but with help from lots of ppl. Am really grateful that when i was so very stressed up and down, help came.
The worse part was that at this very critical period, where i have to rush Jaimiehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09696356250113892821noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6243562.post-1096291801357935032004-09-27T21:09:00.000+08:002004-09-27T21:30:01.356+08:00First time in my life. 2 reports due this week, 4 presentations next week, in a row, tue-fri. The week after, 2 more reports due. What's MY world coming to? Is this a test for me? It's difficult to cope. Very. Demoralising. The stress almost killed me, ok, not to that extend but it almost landed me in the mental hospital. Was so stressed up last week. Got so much of headaches, giddiness. But willJaimiehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09696356250113892821noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6243562.post-1095943688966822922004-09-23T20:22:00.000+08:002004-09-27T21:09:39.856+08:00Stressful week! so many things to be done. Mentally exhausted. There're just too many things in my mind. Don't feel well. I'm destroying my own body's immune system. I dont eat right and corrupt my system with lots of stress. Head is bursting. Dont feel well.
But i know, i have to get these things over and done with asap.
There are times when i wanna give up, but it's really a waste to give up atJaimiehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09696356250113892821noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6243562.post-1095084141408447392004-09-13T21:54:00.000+08:002004-09-14T22:13:57.063+08:00haven't been blogging for more than a week! 1 whole week without computer. And guess what?!..my computer has became so lagged that i have to stay up so late last night to rush my project due today. A very close shave. Almost cannot hand in on time this morning.
Trip to bangkok was very enriching. couldn't describe what happened everyday...but highlighted a few events that happened... one thing i Jaimiehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09696356250113892821noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6243562.post-1094135861508598532004-09-02T22:02:00.000+08:002004-09-02T22:37:41.506+08:00just had my BD phase 1 presentation today. Basically, my job was supposed to be just answering of questions. Everything went well until towards the end. disappointed.
Anyway, this few weeks was quite busy and stressful. Don't seem to have the drive i used to have. Probably because i'll just too tired, mentally.
many things have happened recently. Bad things though. to people around me. One met Jaimiehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09696356250113892821noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6243562.post-1093274063164528752004-08-23T22:38:00.000+08:002004-08-23T23:38:46.516+08:00Feeling somewhat relaxed day. Was still rushing for a proj yesterday, and recieved a good news, that the presentation this week has been postponed to next week! Great, isn't it?
Class ended at 3pm 2day. Wanted to go jp, but couldn't find any companion. Ended going to BP with xt. Cant remember when was the last time i go there. And this time, so many things have changed. More tenants coming in. AtJaimiehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09696356250113892821noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6243562.post-1092930996124118452004-08-19T23:36:00.000+08:002004-08-19T23:56:36.133+08:00This may sound abit stupid, but i'm feeling quite excited, cos there seems to be a gathering here. haha!...For the very first time, there's so many people here. All along my blog has been quite "leng"with little readers except for some regular ones, or passer-bys. Countable with just 1 hand, i guess. hehe!
The internet is really a very amazing medium. It gets people connected to one another so Jaimiehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09696356250113892821noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6243562.post-1092837667589796532004-08-18T20:36:00.000+08:002004-08-18T23:02:55.696+08:00As expected, i didn't manage to get my bracelet back. Heard from my cousin and a friend, both said the same thing, that it is impossible to get it back, cos whatever things found on the actual day will be thrown if nobody claims them back on the very day itself.
Haven't been in the best of mood recently. Feeling so irritated at times. Don't know what's wrong with me.
Be going to thailand in Jaimiehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09696356250113892821noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6243562.post-1092068422429811212004-08-10T00:13:00.000+08:002004-08-10T00:20:22.430+08:00Hi people! I need help here! I've just lost a bracelet 2day. It was given to mi by my mom on my birthday. It has the name " Jia Mei" engraved in front, and the date " 15th May 1985" engraved on the back. I guess i shld have lost it somewhere at the kallang stadium 2day. Was at the west entrance, grandstand, practically for the whole day. Frequent a few toilets at 55 feet, and both female toilets Jaimiehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09696356250113892821noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6243562.post-1091802071460890372004-08-06T21:47:00.000+08:002004-08-08T22:46:58.640+08:00Hi peeps!!! heard the background music? It's sang by my classmate Keith. This guy is multi-talented! He can sing, dance, act, etc. He draws really well too!!! he has no professional training. All are in-borned talent. Cool huh?! Below is one of his masterpiece . Drew from his own imagination with reference to nothing. And was done during lecture...haha...
My life seems to have gotten more Jaimiehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09696356250113892821noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6243562.post-1091112962001255532004-07-29T22:22:00.000+08:002004-07-29T22:56:02.000+08:00"I will heed your advice". I told Tom. Went to visit them while shopping with xt at jp yesterday. Feeling so delighted to see them again. Feel so attached to them. And probably, partially b'cos of that, my decision of working part-time there becomes more certain. Never regretted although the pay don't seem to be attractive enough for most people. But where can you find a job which lets you decideJaimiehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09696356250113892821noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6243562.post-1090685476737547332004-07-24T23:43:00.000+08:002004-07-25T00:11:16.736+08:00Sometimes at one point of your life, when u were lost, seeking for enlightenment...wondering...there's this somebody who appear...and showed u some things, enlighten u...advice u wat's ahead of u...
is this fate?...that brings this person to ur life...to advice u?...
it's like receiving a wake up call to tell yourself to stop deceiving yourself...and to be careful...because, somehow or rather...Jaimiehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09696356250113892821noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6243562.post-1090159537841318362004-07-18T21:57:00.000+08:002004-07-18T22:05:37.840+08:00saw what i am not suppose to see...really disappointed...hai...y am i so stupid?...y?
Jaimiehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09696356250113892821noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6243562.post-1089643523123356572004-07-12T22:13:00.000+08:002004-07-12T22:45:23.123+08:00i've been blogging more often lately...muz be wondering y huh...
anyway, last few days was quite busy...or i can say tiring...
sat went for NDP rehearsal...wore that uniform...and i can say that i dont look good at all in that uniform...extremely ugly...but wat to do..it's compulsory to wear it...saw my cousin during the rehearsal...rehearsal ended at around 9pm...almost wanted to join my cousin Jaimiehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09696356250113892821noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6243562.post-1089389590267277602004-07-09T23:28:00.000+08:002004-07-10T00:13:10.266+08:00My com is now virus-free!!!...finally!!!..i pray that it wun get infected again and show me some prob again next mth, next next mth, or anytime in future...kidn of relieved that this time there's no need to reformat my com...
Reach home quite some time ago...a new week...a new beginning...schedule is now starting to become busier...which i guess should be a good sign...cos when u are busy, u willJaimiehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09696356250113892821noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6243562.post-1089095783488508812004-07-06T14:21:00.000+08:002004-07-06T14:36:23.490+08:00blogging my way here...in class...introductory week...so not much of lessons...lessons suppose to end at 3pm..but ended at 2pm...however we are still not able to go off yet...as another class is scheduled at 3-5pm...chances of class ending 2day should be somewhat high..so probably will be heading down to jp..cos i've forgotten to get their co. stamp for the itp book...(-_-")
com at hm is now Jaimiehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09696356250113892821noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6243562.post-1088951530680511832004-07-04T22:30:00.000+08:002004-07-04T22:32:10.680+08:00went out with naya and the rest on fri...went window shopping and finally had our lunch at 5plus in the evening...ate at seoul garden...was really full, but just kept eating...went to meet ling after that cos i don't wanna go home so early...intended to stay out till late at night and spend some time at the beach or somewhere quiet 2gether..but both of us were to tired to stay on and eventually Jaimiehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09696356250113892821noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6243562.post-1088618601100968232004-07-01T01:28:00.000+08:002004-07-01T02:11:38.773+08:002day, marks the end of my itp officially...there's no need to work 2day, as it's my off-day, so itp was considered over yesterday...had a great time with my new colleague, candy and my supervisor. Only got to know that she was actually frm the same sec as me, juz dat we don't know each other. And turn out dat yunz also know her. Fate...hehe..so interesting...enjoyed their company...listening to Jaimiehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09696356250113892821noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6243562.post-1087231799996051022004-06-15T00:27:00.000+08:002004-06-15T00:56:26.886+08:00my mood was really so low that week that even my colleague, supervisor notice that...i've made more mistakes during work, mostly forgetting things, but my sales was considered one of the highest week compared to the past few weeks. got a scolding from her yesterday, i almost broke down, but tried my best to prevent the tears from flowing out. A while later, she cheered me up. Was really touched. Jaimiehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09696356250113892821noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6243562.post-1086802909152769262004-06-10T01:26:00.000+08:002004-06-10T01:41:49.153+08:00tml is my day off...finally...had some time to blog a little...mixed feelings now...feeling down...wondering...so lost...really don't know what's my life like now...i can't breathe...feeling so suffocated...rushing for time...to do things i need to do, things i love doing, things i wanted to do all this while...and to be in love...it's so tough...feeling guilty...sad...tired...bad...down...hurt..Jaimiehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09696356250113892821noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6243562.post-1085928807129607432004-05-30T22:42:00.000+08:002004-05-30T22:53:27.130+08:00Yo!...hasn't been blogging recently...really very busy...but i still gotta change the previous blogskin, cos i didn't save the pic the other time, i guess...thanks to yunz..for finding this blogskin for mi..really got no time to surf for a nice one..and this is something which i think suits mi...hehe..thanx yunz!!!...wait till i have the time, i'll try to design my own blogskin..hehe...
anyway, Jaimiehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09696356250113892821noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6243562.post-1084980238658682542004-05-19T23:09:00.000+08:002004-05-19T23:23:58.660+08:00been working for a week...really like the environment there...get to meet different kinds of ppl everyday...students, aunties...hot babes...all sorts...got along quite well with my colleague...and supervisor...but just that she is extremely strict with her marking...i got a D from her...same as the other girl at the other branch...feeling kind of sad...i tried my best...have always been very Jaimiehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09696356250113892821noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6243562.post-1084553814279404852004-05-15T00:31:00.000+08:002004-05-15T00:56:54.280+08:002day is my 3rd day of work!!!...hehe...my colleague is so so nice!!!....she is so sweet and beautiful...hehe...very very nice girl!...really like her alot...haha... my supervisor oso not bad..juz dat i feel kind of stress, esp that i got to maintain or increase my sales...
although my working hours is quite long as compared to most ppl...and my dinner is only half an hour...which is like after Jaimiehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09696356250113892821noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6243562.post-1084251161941372112004-05-11T12:22:00.000+08:002004-05-11T12:52:41.940+08:00hai...din even start work on first 2 days of work...got this thing called vetigo (that's what the doctor told me)...she said it was due to stress and lack of slp...woke up at 5plus am on mon...cos of the giddiness...the world seems to spin whenever i turn my head... dunno what i was thinking...i thought i was going to die...haha...then kept telling myself i am still young, got lots of things to Jaimiehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09696356250113892821noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6243562.post-1084114373653577382004-05-09T22:27:00.000+08:002004-05-11T12:54:38.383+08:00yo!...exams's over!!!...will be starting my itp tml...fast huh?...
this few days was really busy...din realy have enough time to do things i want...after exams...had to reformat the whole computer...got this popular virus...w32.sasser...any way...computer was already "sot"...lucky that it manage to survive until after my projects....so got help from siyun...spent the whole night reinstalling a Jaimiehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09696356250113892821noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6243562.post-1082888351240171752004-04-25T18:05:00.000+08:002004-04-25T18:23:22.530+08:00had not been logging in for practically the whole of last week....mayb because it's study week...keep eating and sleeping...studied a little..and that explains y i might not do very well for my jap test...hai...feeling so sick...since last week...don't know y ended up like this..mayb i eat and slp too much?...i really don't know....drank lots of honey water...plain water...pi pa gao..etc...tried Jaimiehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09696356250113892821noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6243562.post-1082230595852619152004-04-18T02:45:00.000+08:002004-04-18T04:01:14.826+08:00i'm back...but will be away soon...to prepare for my exams....many things had happened this whole week...
but 2day, was really a very very angry day!!!!!...was on the way to meet kenneth...when i took the same lift with 2 "SI AH BENGS" or "BUAY BENG ACT BENG IDIOTS"...at the lrt...ignored them...and walked towards the platform to wait for the lrt...saw my brother there too...so i went over to Jaimiehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09696356250113892821noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6243562.post-1081264455134116602004-04-06T22:29:00.000+08:002004-04-06T23:21:36.123+08:00Been really busy...this few weeks...with loads of stuff....
i've always felt that as long as you did ur part, and try ur best...it doesn't matter whether the others contribute as much...wat matters most is the end results...some say i'm stupid...am i really that stupid?...
what's right and what's wrong...sometimes it's really difficult to tell...
is being kind and always thinking for others Jaimiehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09696356250113892821noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6243562.post-1080610862724140142004-03-30T09:31:00.000+08:002004-03-30T09:44:37.606+08:00having lessons now...feel so much like a zombie...have been deprived of sleep for weeks...think i shld be certified "Panda of The Year" soon from the Singapore Zoological Gardens soon...
In this class of mine now, dun like this teacher...so bias...my report was the same as my friend, but she commented on mine instead of my friend...
Dunno y..cannot really recall what happened for the past few Jaimiehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09696356250113892821noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6243562.post-1079889256407752482004-03-22T00:37:00.000+08:002004-03-22T01:17:40.090+08:00Many things happened recently. Too much. Both bad and good...
Good news, is that Hao Ren won 2nd for this singing competition, and Ereen has won the title, Miss Singapore Polytechnic. Really feel so happy for them! ***APPLAUSE!!!***
Been feeling scared, stressed, sad...afraid...for the very first time that this kind of thing happen in my 18plusplus yrs on earth...wasnt around when that happened..Jaimiehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09696356250113892821noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6243562.post-1079447395324125332004-03-16T20:56:00.000+08:002004-03-16T22:33:11.733+08:00was blogging yesterday...wrote almost a few thousand words i supposed...but who knows this stupid computer hang!!! This retarded computer has started hanging since don't know how many weeks ago...and i guess it's days are numbered...think it gonna 'die' real soon...
i'd better pray hard that this thing will not just hang there while i am blogging now...
so what has happened this few weeks...i Jaimiehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09696356250113892821noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6243562.post-1078420222469158102004-03-05T00:44:00.000+08:002004-03-05T02:36:41.796+08:00It's the mid-week of my term break. Seems like it's ending real soon.Anyway, have been busy with projects for the past few days.
Juz had our presentation today for the competition. I redo thw whole powerpoint presentation for the whole of last night, and guess what?! We brought the wrong powerpoint presentation! Anyway, we still manage to do it, trying to cover up. I guess the judges do feel Jaimiehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09696356250113892821noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6243562.post-1077818049105316952004-02-27T00:51:00.000+08:002004-02-27T01:56:59.326+08:00Been missing lessons this week...tiring...both mentally and physically...Been thinking too much and emotionally unstable...Can be smiling and laughing, but the next moment, i can be thinking of something else. Something bad. Anyway, don't worry ppl. I anit that kind who would do anything stupid. just that i've been thinking too much. Too much of the negative things. I just don't know why. Prably,Jaimiehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09696356250113892821noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6243562.post-1077560291263472612004-02-24T01:17:00.000+08:002004-02-24T02:20:57.856+08:00Seems like i've been blogging only on Tuesdays...haha...such coincidence...Anyway..This few weeks have not been very good for me...
Been thinking too much lately. Been eating alot lately too. Bingeing myself with food everyday...thinking and eating and sleeping...same routine this few days.
I've seem to have lost my mental strength, or i can say weaken in some sense. Sometimes i wonder, why do Jaimiehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09696356250113892821noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6243562.post-1077027029055522522004-02-17T21:05:00.000+08:002004-02-17T22:13:07.293+08:00It's been a week. :) Nothing much happened last week, except towards the weekend, which is Friday, 13th February. It was SP 50th Anniversary. It was supposed to be compulsory for the whole of our class to go as "Cheerleaders". I thought I could escape this once-thought-to-be-a-time-wasting event, by going for my Japanese make-up lesson. Who knows... Wonder is it fated, I have to represent my clubJaimiehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09696356250113892821noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6243562.post-1076414935991705202004-02-10T20:01:00.000+08:002004-02-10T20:15:10.293+08:00Dunno what's happening around me...everything seem so not right....have been having nightmares for the past few nights...troubles with friendships...dad fell from the stairs the other day...had abit of blue-black on his back...and yesterday, got to know that there a stone in my mum's gall bladder....hai...mum says she doesn't want to have the operation first...She wants to wait and see...AS long Jaimiehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09696356250113892821noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6243562.post-1076086095187558222004-02-06T23:57:00.000+08:002004-02-07T00:51:06.873+08:00Lazy bee...at last writing something here. I should be studying now. But don't really have the mood. Very first CA will be on next Tuesday, so it's like in another 3 days time? Tomorrow still need to go to school early in the morning...Sianz...
Backtrack...Yesterday, Xuan Ting called me. I was only thinking of her a just the day before and on that day itself, and even told myself that "she will Jaimiehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09696356250113892821noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6243562.post-1074619884632553812004-01-21T00:53:00.000+08:002004-01-21T01:48:39.653+08:00Finally!..I've passed!...I've finally got my driving license!...It doesn't come by that easily for me...the amount of money and time spent juz to get this card (only have a piece of paper now)...it really make me treasure it more than anything else...To get one isn't easy...whereas to lose one...juz be abit less attentive..and you are at risk of losing it..and having to start everything all over Jaimiehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09696356250113892821noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6243562.post-1073838704991166562004-01-11T23:23:00.000+08:002004-01-12T01:00:48.616+08:00It's been a long time since i last update my blog...stress coming in again...self-inflicted stress...financial worries, studies, etc...everything...But that's me...always wanting to do lots of things, but ended up not being able to do them all...
Although, it's the first week of school, deadlines of when the projects are to be completed and when our first CAs going to be, have been told to us. Jaimiehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09696356250113892821noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6243562.post-1072599045962688812003-12-28T15:50:00.000+08:002003-12-28T16:11:02.943+08:00so how's my hair?!...i bet mani ppl will be surprise to see mi..Cos i juz dun look like myself!...i mean even my siblings were surprised and were extremely shocked!....k...i dunno whether it's nice or not..but i would still prefer black hair, although this current one does make mi look more lively(as in does not look as sleepy when i am sleepy)...haha...***This is my first time to have my hair Jaimiehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09696356250113892821noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6243562.post-1072455852486083392003-12-27T00:16:00.000+08:002003-12-27T00:24:28.946+08:00today went shopping with mum..trying to get chinese new year clothings for 2 main reasons. Firstly, there are lots of post christmas sales going around...so we were trying our luck to get some nice clothes at a cheap cheap rate(typical aunties...haha...)...secondly, there will be an increment of GST to 5%...hai...too bad ...i can't stock up food at hm...haha...
2day's shou hou was not much..and Jaimiehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09696356250113892821noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6243562.post-1072262611826407732003-12-24T18:43:00.000+08:002003-12-24T18:43:47.530+08:00hello!...This is my new blog!...At last!..completed with the help from my Yunz!..hehe...a million thanx to u!....Feel free to add any of ur comments or whatsoever suggestions in my tagboard... :)Jaimiehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09696356250113892821noreply@blogger.com